Che sta succedendo ?
Confondo la realtà con il sogno, è pazzesco, è come essere sotto allucinogeni, giovedì ho mollato gli antidepressivi per passare allo zyprexa (neurolettico atipico), un farmaco molto usato in psichiatria, usato per curare la schizofrenia, degli episodi di mania acuta associati al disturbo bipolare.
Ma non capisco che mi sta succedendo, mi prende sonno improvviso e dormo, poi mi sveglio, faccio incubi pesanti e non riesco a volte a understand the difference between dreams and reality, because these nightmares are so intense as to change my mood and my perceptions, I'm probably going insane?
I do not know what to hold on, I have some friends, I cling to God if I were convinced of its existence, but I stopped believing in a long time, maybe one day I'll change my mind.
I woke up, I opened my eyes and it was one o'clock at night split as ever, I do not understand this thing, if I go to bed before midnight when I open my eyes is a split, I woke up dressed in a blanket him, I do not remember anything about last night when I woke up the computer is turned on and there were several messages of people who had tried to contact me. Recently I heard
salirmi anxiety, an anxiety absurd unfounded, fuck if I'm wrong, I am going through all the desire to laugh and joke, I've always been a Cazzaro, one that says bullshit and laughs even alone at times, but now? now that I do? hospitalize me and fucked up all my relationships with people, my work ... I do by force that tomorrow is Saturday and you start to live.
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